Recently my wife has been acting more and more dominant. It is ok with me, actually it feels like a natural thing. Since I have been more and more the wife and girlfriend she has just naturally become stronger and stronger. It's very different from how she was when I married her, sometimes shockingly so, but I am really beginning to be attracted to it. I noticed that recently the panties she has been buying me have been gradually getting smaller and smaller. So much so that I started to think their was a message here. I mean recently they have had a front section the size of a triangular postage stamp. Well, last night I asked her about it as we lay in bed, and she started to massage my cock, (which has been really nice and different because she had not touched my cock for almost two years always telling me I should put it away.. girls don't have cocks. ) She smiled and said "I love how really tiny panties look on you". As she rubbed my front like a girl, never as a man, never stroking she said" Wow you really are getting a lot smaller aren't you!?" (The hormones and inactivity having a big effect) "You are still way to big for a girl though. I think you should be smooth and soft and tiny in front don't you?" As she talked and massaged me somehow she managed to twist a knot with my thong around my testicles… I know she knew what she was doing but this was still so different for her.. being so forceful. Then as she tightened the noose and I cringed she came up to whisper in my ear. "if I asked.. would you talk to the Doctor about getting rid of these?" .."Yes" I squeaked… and I would too if she asked. "I love that honey that is so sexy that you would do that for me." As she reached in the nightstand for her dildo she finished "Now lets get some cock in you so we can talk some more".
That is an amazing sexy story.
ReplyDeleteWhoa! Does the idea please you, Jamie? If so, is it about pleasing your spouse or just ... taking your evolution to the next step? I must say, I admire your efforts to fully experience both genders in one life (would you say that's the idea, or do I have it wrong?) but few could fault you if you ran up against a personal limit somewhere.
ReplyDeleteHi Gary! You know at the time she was doing this I was so shocked because although she has been more and more dominant in our relationship this was very strong for her.. squeezing my ass so hard it hurt while she kinda choked my testicles... she has never done that before or really played that hard before. After I started to calm from shock I guess I did enjoy it yes, especially when she coupled it with very sexy talk in my ear. Castration is not something we really talk about, except for briefly as a health concern regarding hormones.. perhaps down the line somewhere. I think she is just enjoying pushing her own boundries of how much power she is achieving over me.. its a good thing, I like that it gives her confidence.. it makes her more attractive and happy. So I think as far as asking me to have surgery its just fantasy, at least for now... but their have been so many things I thought were fantasy that came true over time!
DeleteIt's really interesting what you said about experiencing both genders in one life. My wife said something really nice recently. She said "I think it's really beautiful, you got to live the first half of your life as a handsome man, and now you get to live the rest of your life as a sexy girl experiencing everything we do".
And therein lies the nub,doesn`t it Jamie. We are always who we are,however that manifests.Can we really state we are the opposite gender? Do our thoughts have a gender?I`m being l`agent provocateur with this.How we experience ourselves,How we present ourselves or wish to be accepted,These can all be fluid states.When I have been asked about a femme name-it raises wonderful questions. Do we identify with our birth chosen name,? Perhaps we might work to integrate rather than separate our `selves`.So many thoughts and questions.
DeleteHi Jamie,is this the inevitable evolution for you both?...And really,it sounds like you are waiting for permission to follow through with this.
ReplyDeleteHi Sparkles! Its hard for me to say, their have been so many events and changes that have happened to me that I never thought would that I cannot say there is anything that wont happen eventually in this evolution.
DeleteHi Jamie, as the performance artists would suggest-We are all a work in progress. Love as always..
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